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THESIS SAHIB: LOVED ONES

by Thesis Sahib

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Dengue 01:19
1. Dengue I can turn my eyes around this nightmare one more time, I think the charm of loosing blood has wormed its way inside me, I curse but a warning fate with a diagram of a dying man can we buy the plan or escape route seen my face in a grave like this old culture, no need for venom enemy as name and target sewed a past into my skin a pale comparison so wrong so thoughtful, I can turn my eyes around this nightmare one more time, I think the charm of loosing blood has wormed its way inside me, si si that that, larva love a lava lullaby dies by demands of inside (just a host to a problem), larva love a lava lullaby dies by demands of inside (just a host you see), got ya caught your culture killed by good intentions enrobed in robotic a product a model full throttle assume position, permission to board a prison oh lord just listen one more I couldn't afford the hospital ward, I can turn my eyes around this nightmare one more time I think the charm of loosing blood has wormed its way inside me, die by demands, die by demands of inside.
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2. Butcher's Daughter All their pretty wives, and their petty past times, all so perfect pull my strings to a thing called commitment is burned in the flesh yes, all their pretty wives, kept locked in a castle talk in reverse with a swallowing, walk in perverse teams deep to the church sign here for love reminisce of the times that never really were ¬¬¬dolled up in a fur, I would with the others but it's just not her, no, shoot daggers damn dog treading on my whereabouts cares with the wit of a wise mother owl and, never did before that's what she tells me, never did before with a spell that sets free, even out the score hear no more spiced little thing called luck, shock, yeah some horror, first time I saw her, first time seeing me entirely, like undone prospectives and what comes naturally, a girl like that and a boy like me, she said to me, the butcher's daughter, so unlikely, the butcher's daughter, us coming together a true thing for free, I found the butcher's daughter and she found me.
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3. I'll Ride Away *End Battered on teaching better with insult, work to the hurt yet aim to the free road, sat by the railroad sleep where we tumble limiting on everything we keep it humble, dumb independent ant like man. Following a nothing yes I am, cost and a casket not the game I play I'll ride away, my beloved jump for the myself stealth when it comes to these ones once, honour bound, when I found that around. This beast here, such a risk but I'm up for anything, think that this land has worn too tight on my site I'm parasite I ride away, I’ll ride away.....Worst day yet and I bet to tag to get along a catalogue a background, me and the words are worthy enemies, now to see the seed the deed indeed a need to feed a fighting chance a life enhanced a might in stance a rage enhanced for what it matters not, not in a rational manner, man or anything to bring it to its end.
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Mud Pies 01:13
4. Mud Pies First name on the idiot list to face popular profile I'm fitting the image a little timid swimmer never asked to be the winner bitter since the time of touching ovaries over easy, one part insecure to the core, half cup scared pup just a child but I've grown to own a bigger pond see, clever and they own me never when I'm lonely, like lend some energy see, defendin' me befriending we could share a place in physical or not got caught way ahead of myself, myself, by myself, buy myself some self esteem, come back from a place far away all I got was this mud pie, nice try ask why? A lot of questions suggestions a hallow response, ability fulfilling for the moment mean time mean world made of mud pies, mad men then again, passing the guilt is but an artful way a part to play the smart will say, a shy tongue dies young, better beg for the bigger guy, protection till you die, hopefully get by, careful 'cause sand castles will come tumbling from sky - word my word, watch it all unfold
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5. Thought This as Thoughtless (Oh to belong), all tuned in and waiting, I've thought this as thoughtless adopted and taught sick this noose of a name they tease for a game, and adopted and drop kicked I've thought this as thoughtless a sample of something gone wrong in the womb, I've thought this as thoughtless adopted and taught sick, dog tails and bubble gum, fish guts and something dumb, I've thought this as thoughtless adopted and drop kicked, I different, so difficult, please disappear I and oh all (please disappear).
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6. With What We Have We'll make due with what we have half the man and it’s so apparent, I'm half the parent and a laugh gone dead wrong born in a storm, born with a warning, we made mistake with aching change, we played paid the laid law we'll make due.....I'll make due with what I have character flaws a phantom father, upset by the angry clouds, clouds a sun claims a clown claims a mate clouds a vein once proud name, blurred a birth, and it made it, it made it, memory lost, informed malformed, unfortunate to forfeit, a torture fit for the one they quit, for two to admit, a failure failure coughing fit, I'm a second hand son set clouded by a hand me down world.
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7. How Fortunate Please now be forewarned that the storm has a path and intention, please will you be forward as a friend to receive this as heart felt, please now be forgiving of the thing we convey house broken little lamb to the top of command, bigger anvil and still this is a message in a bottle to be taken as thus if you trust to be tossed set free if you be hopefully we will see, please how fortunate that we fit into this instance, mouth to ear, ear to heart.....
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8. On Secondhand I'm second hand sun set clouded by a hand me down world raised by wolves, with a patch up purpose 'cause I'm wishbone worthless when there's far too many heroes you can knock me down, I'm thinking that's what happens really, really happens when you taste the blood money I'm thinking that's what happens really, really happens when you're raised by wolves, burn with a dry forest quickness, learn by the nervous a system, earn with a pay cheque breakneck speed spell when needs held an honour when needs held a victim when needs held a host-staged-illusion (hostaged disillusion), warming confusion alarming in using amusing in a melancholy manner like praising a banner and grazing on an apathetic animate appetizer, edible oil check please kinda disease, I'm thinking that's what happens I mean really, really happens when you're raised by wolves.
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9. Twenty Sick Sweet Teeth I've got 26 sweet teeth your name on my tongue and claim to the young of thought taught by the climbing of stress, grinding of calcium gathering here it's at night but this feeling of wakening naked to make it a memory flawless now that I've saw this 26 sweet teeth, radio music, top of the something, hung to dumb like that food finds me sunk the song so don't remind me, all of a sudden we're all of a sudden an all of the fear becomes common to ear when we're posing for jobs man of the year I'll take that hat thanks, having a moment to think back, identity crisis of think tank, (phone call) sorry that you left me singing, (phone call) but wait now my baby has summoned up something, (phone call) why would these moments know an opponent, (phone call) climbing an exit to aim now that we're feeding the game making me injured the same staking the singular name.
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10. Plastic Spoons And the fish broke the wave, fix fix fix fix the birthing tool, and the fish broke the wave, fix fix fix fix the birthing tool, and we're off - toss the past aside, oh just wait - here I come again, hate for life like plastic spoon born mate with a penis what a menace so glad he's gone, what might have happened if the young mademoiselle put a little bit of effort with the pepper or some love put the pecker in the proper place meaning nowhere near in the spot I appear after so many moons, taken from the microwave and right to the grave, the responsibility to building me with the will to seed and a womb to wound, it took a life prefer I'd rather mine than her, it left a child alone to fend dependent, I found place, another rock to hide, it's times like this in the undertow safe like a feeling that I just don't know, what might have happened if the young mademoiselle put a little bit of effort to the taken from the microwave and fed with those them there plastic spoons.
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11. Punkrock Soccer Mom Right in the middle of a, a little secret we had gained in the heat of passion - drinking with the snakes again, I'm but a dedication, showered appreciation, team she and me I believe I foresee and ahh, let me explain a name my little I to lie beside to lie too real to be accepted, no not but a cast away yet, the penny in my well and a feeling that is just that good, just that good my what a mother of a question I'd propose to her, someone to talk to talk too much of a degenerate in a blender mix, someone too real for real, when I broke the yoke I had to take the hand be a man, never looked back but we look both ways nowadays got a baby in my lady step aside, dip into my pride see my bride that I confide intensely in manner, can I hear three cheers for the punk rock soccer mom, can I hear three cheers for the saviors of a new world, can I hear three cheers sweating tears for the punk rock soccer mom, a pulse composed by the thorn and the rose stung by the love bug standing by the side lines.
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12. Stuffed as a Champion What's it like on the top bunk - man, an what's it like to drink from the other cup, what's it like to be a mark of the system, what's it like to dig your own grave, and what's it like to name each of your enemies, and what's it like to drown all of your shelter, right through the roof and why bother, this cell put time into question, numbskull I cull my kind, I find some minds unwind with winds of change, age is strange I encounter page by page, that the rats that participate in debate about who's to oust I mean name, cheese for the tasting all the same mark of the system whose to blame? And what's it like - to taste the venom, and what's it like - to taste the venom, and what's it like to be stuffed as a champion, drink up to drunken Hercules.
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*Abandon 01:11
13. * Abandon Take claim you ache blame and take your dumb fists out of the moment you see, I'll take claim and push away, I'm done with the gun manner you offer me, there's no excuse to dance to that song again, you're ringing up an I'm sleeping right through the fight, the damn noose is singing and it's all a game, your banging on I'm sleeping right through the threats.
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14. Part of the Family Often when I set aside all my ego and just let it all go, I know that when the day is done and the laughter stops it's like you're a friend to me a part of the family, the stitch that holds the plot together surprised us how oh so close clever you proved to be and it moved me, and now I'm proud to call you distant cousin removed a dozen? A past? A relative to aunt something or other, not sister to my mother or on my father's side but ahh that's something I don't hide these days, I'm proud to announce that you're in the blood line and I'm here with open arms please I take it all back, please come back lobster boy 'cause we need you, please come back lobster boy 'cause we miss you.
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15. And So and So I'll find a way away from where I lay, limited by who I lay beside limited time offers in awfully obvious obstacles yes, deranged by decided destiny stress - sing above, think a dove signaling peace, winged white rabid rat really a beast, ripe - bold with a wound to sooth, revenge to lend a bitter point to prove, and so I leave this place, an so as I've done before I'm done for, storm disaster, urgently purging this residence of my present tense, and so as I've done before I'm done for, storm disaster, I'll find a way a bitter point to prove, revenge to lend a bitter point to prove, and so as I've done before I'm done for.
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16. On the Road to Rotting On the road to rotting basking in achievement asking little tippy toes do you suppose the nose to freedom lunch and dinner mealtime mating could be waiting, yes, I bet it is oh what is this? Departure comes as quick as life is spread into soil then we spoil sun to pick the skin an ant to be the scout he found it out told the whole brigade they laid there life along the line for feeding and indeed they did as such and then the clutch, they feel the touch of rubber and in this here region roads are paved with oil slicks, molasses and some fabric, an armadillo and snake skin not a joke or fable just an issue on the table observation there's another one down, let me vent a little see I'm feeling guilty maybe scared of karma but the armadillo silhouette it makes me sweat a way to haunt me when I'm hitching thumb I remain numb, when I'm pushing petals eyes darting to the side, dodging all these critters pushing daisies and my pride aches a little sheds a tear reacting to my fear, most likely it ain't like me at all to be here caring of the day when I fall there's another one down.
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17. The King’s Men * Lets See All the kings men’s sand dollars calling home, he's the balancing man, everyone is calling home, everyone's fault but your own, he's the balancing man, all sand dollars in hand, all love the king's men calling home.....Let's see made a victim out of you so quickly let's see the things the world made you out to be.
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18. Useless Honest Once again, while they slept I have been penciled in, all too much - all too much last second everything, king of the dirt to paint sing to hurt to bring to taste deface a pace too match, with last place model man disgrace down by the useless honest, under the weather I've found a place for my head, under the weather I have been penciled in, they're turning the fossil burning rumbles over top, under the weather, down by the useless honest, once again while they slept I will be king of the dirt, once again while they slept down by the useless honest.
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19. Near the Low Stream Good man of grace - say what's the game and I'll match that pace, we'll cross good wants - we'll lump an umpire waged by fairness, slump a young hunter under oath - swig the ink with them pick a thinking whim, women's worth will wither without us is something wrong something owning, this mothers' fool - came crashing problems crushing to them, this mothers' fool - let go let go let go near the low stream - near the low stream, good man of grace say what's the game?
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20. Crawling on Your Needs Crawling on your needs, it's a favour to this fever, dawned another mask I’ll see, you're pretending there's a problem, I'll find no matching that for me, yawn the foundation onto mourning an author artist of your own book look the cover covers round the chin but not the neck, puff in the mirror case a taste of old and worn and tired rim around the lip service to make them nervous - oh yeah, as you make-up can you wake up to the fairly lusted, overly dusted, over the skin, over the person that’s within, tradition - of the veins - yes, crawling on your needs.
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21. A Different * Lullabies So the day comes out stretched gums to a stranger as if we don't know one another, and the shadow stirs my shoulders to ear side a fright it questions to discover, fly or close those wings sip from a new cup, we cry free dumb is the one thing that is above love or pride, I'm speaking in terms a jury a personal outlook that is locked innocent, denting the meaning demeaning I've been in depression a lesson in sin angel skin so awful to beg for one more with your mouth full, for this is the day that lobster boy struck oil and fill his heart from hollow to swallow the lip tongue lashing he would give to those pointing peons perched way beyond what they really know even though, this is the day that lobster boy struck oil this is the day for the underdog.....Placed blame and I have to insist to face that with a lone child, I'm quitting the scrimmage a troubled new beginner cleaver one to be the sinner fitting in the mind of a clutching remedies don't deceive me, pure heart from the sky to the floor, stuck up thats what in my own hut I've shown with known and bitter lonely energy disown thee everything they've shown me, come back from a place far away.
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22. Inside Voices Last dead man cry on your time, and I hope that I don't see a ghost to the boasting crowd when we call out loud sting one more time for the inside voices, a special little club and it always has been for what it's worth, take tin from the crown to the town with a nose turned upward face all friendly, step back with a word in regret and forget your pledges legend has it you'd laugh with the dead man's dance even though you don't know you're the perfect victim, lungs cry deep the dead man's dance, just justice plotting the closing chapters just as you're told, spit in a barrel of laughter shedding a burden oh yeah, five finger skin touch healing over talk fine, the aches just so far gone beyond a punch line, fools gold inside voices.
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Eavesdrops 01:15
23. Eavesdrops Tongues off to the dog men, lungs gone to the new born prince you see, hats tap to the new theme, how now can we move the sequences, pray, the window it was open to the words you say now I'm calling all in motion please come out and play, face the new awareness, wear this like a daffodil, so just in place, let me just walk away keeping my dignity to hold the breeze right off your lip, oh help me now 'cause I'm a man of manners, everybody sees that someone's done fault to mine, everybody looking at whose name has crossed the line, live another one down for the count, no not a pinch of justice, collapsed right here by the window frame, would it be so wring in this pain - can you see?
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Calling Home 00:59
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Action Man 00:54
25. Action Man I came into this world apologizing until my limbs twist paint chips from my own design, uh-oh, I'm like your vest so wear me thin, till tilting fashion fastens in, right weather whipped us into shape, sun shine we can burn with the ants again, magnify that's my number, agonize I'm that plus a play thing, well you can trade and match, from the moment we hatch fresh fresh from the package with the proper accessories, the proper accessories, paint chips from my design, paint chips from my design oh-no, rubber, metal, plastic sometimes wood, ahh not so much these days action figures, yeah yeah not a doll not a doll, not a doll at all, play with us in secret, it's our own game secret, not a doll not a doll not a doll at all, paint chips from my design
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Laugh Lines 01:01
26. Laugh Lines These laugh line intersect with the ideal I feel dipped in regret as a past time, see past the shell to tell myself a spell and propel let me tell you that these laugh lines intersect with neglect in an aim to blame just the same as we're taught to graciously, chewing gum with my enemies, choosing the team based on the flag based on a fashion, sharing some with my enemies loosing the dream knowing my fate is so sad - believing, these laugh lines shine true as achievements inset here bark rings mark years mind metals fine petals people love me not for this is thought, these laugh lines intersect with the ideal I feel, dipped in regret as a past time see past the shell to tell you that these laugh lines are alive.
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27. Sleep to the Sound of… Sleep to the sound of work, sleep to the sound of day, sleep to the sound of progress, sleep to the sound of pain.
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28. The List * Thin Veil Names, and a list of what's wrong next, spoke out loud to open ears, secret language of rules to live by, the electric house, quarrel walls with occupants, the electric home, that and what else is wrong, as we stood a building, as we stand alone, and he tugged my ear with this, breath that smelled like cinnamon, and the devil told me this, breath that smelled like cinnamon, and he took my ear with words, breath that smelled like cinnamon.....Thin veil a disguise find dominant, unbearable and barren embarrassed a little bit of it to benefit by fitting the broken beyond the obvious moments in motion to die for.
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29. Again and the Guilty Man The guilty man talks, paper slipping right through my fingers, the guilty man talks, man in a box demanding a fox to hear me, my stake my claim mistake my blame you can push it all right on top me, you're the better I'm the bad I know it's late to wake your dad for man to man I gotta have your hand by day light, a hold on the line, another dime, never mind I'm fine, emotional avalanche, snowball if I fail fall if I slip once more in this relationship, never will another action penetrate a meditation tempt our fate in separation, holding dedication ransom handsomely the debt to break a sweat the guilty man talks, and I'm looking up again, hot little number under my thumb, and I'm looking up again, that's right I'm looking you up, never will another action penetrate mediation tempt our fate in separation, holding dedication ransom handsomely the debt to break a sweat the guilty man talks, never will another action penetrate mediation, tempt our fate and separate the guilty man talks.
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30. Face and Hands Run run away the cross walk song adds a charm as my alarm clock, walk while I run run away into a new day, oh another nail in the coffin awful lot of phlegm with the wheezing an' coughing, ahh late night last-eve hopped so many freights got away like a thief, but I guess modern aim likes to place the blame on the heads with a guilty consciousness, and the pepper and the salt it's all my fault what they see is the shell not a bit of the inside, rather run and hide, so would I, wanna die when the babies cry, mothers cover their eyes and their chins drop, can't believe what they see an emergency all eyes on me, if he's got claws is he Santa? No silly child he's a product of the wild in reaction - to addition of concrete and egg and seed polluted weak to touch our lives to touch the eyes the eyes the eyes that form in form an order and order deeming how we may interpret the norm and the face an' the hands. XXXXX

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This album has been sold out since 2010 and is now only available here in digital format.

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released June 12, 2006

All songs written by James “Thesis” Kirkpatrick and Nyles M. The final recording and mixing of this album was completed January 2005 in London Ontario. Mastered by Dexter Doolittle spring 2006.

Special thanks for helping in the creation of this album in some way goes to the Miszczyk family, Chip, the McCreery family, Matt Claire, SoSo, and Cathy Mclaurin. Also the warped tour ’05 band and road crew: Dubble, Phonecard, Knowgood, Ando and Chip. Thanks to Phonographique distrobution and Clotheshorse records for taking on this project and helping us get it out there.

Thanks to Backburner, Tin Men, Ops, Hw, Hug, our family and friends, you know who you are…..

For more Thesis check www.jameskirkpatrick.org

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Thesis Sahib London, Ontario

Thesis Sahib/James Kirkpatrick -VISUAL ARTIST AND MUSICIAN.

His articulate, rapid-fire delivery, harmonic vocals and imaginative lyrics bounce with the sounds of his hand crafted electronic instruments.

His live music and art performances incorporate circuit-bent electronic toys, video synthesizers and compositions written on modified Gameboys.

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